I’m home today…feeling like crap with a fever and stomach bug. I’ve been sitting on my couch watching Top Design and then will be here watching Rachel Zoe Project, because I am addicted to it and I wish I could have her job.
Speaking of jobs…I’ve been in a funk recently and I don’t know what its from. I’m tired of my job and I have not had any energy/motivation in it. Maybe its the season change? Or its just an internal sense of waiting? Waiting for something to happen…although I feel like I’m in a holding pattern, I also have to be taking action. I guess at this point I just have so many ideas about what I want, what I could be doing that I don’t even know what steps to take. Time will tell.
H has been very supportive and constantly tells me that whatever makes me happy and fulfilled I should do it. Its just figuring out what that something is.
The other part of me wonders if this is normal? If I should just suck it up and continue in my job so that we can save money before starting a family. Or if I should just say screw it, I’m going to do _______?
I dunno. and I hate not knowing.
cdp Said:
on September 24, 2008 at 6:44 pm
Yeah, those questions can be unsettling. Although it never hurts to look around and check out possibilities of other things you’d like to be doing/could be doing instead of your current job. Even if you decide you don’t want to change, it could be a nice distraction to get you out or your rut.
I’m glad you’re back.
And I still owe you a CD. Me = slacker. Will get it out this weekend. Pinky swear.